broken

Brick faced, closed eyes, feeling nothing,

Nothing but the stinging of incessant thoughts buzzing,

Buzzing from a hive, inside, with something else,

Else pollinating the flowers? Bouquets for funerals? Crying helps,

Helps spill the poison, kill the noise, voicing,

Voicing the unspoken written on the face, spoiling,

Spoiling, start pealing, scarred, crusty, revealing through cracks,

Cracks on the forehead, chin, cranium, strike of an axe,

Axe murders, self-inflicted, hurt us like instincts,

Instincts to strike, laugh, hard, bite from a distance,

Distance just physics, nothing, like the feelings,

Feelings missing, vapour on the windows, dreaming,

Dreaming of a monster, reflection in the mirror, horror,

Horror untold, naked in the cold, dumped, romantic fodder,

Fodder for lustful beasts, hungry, they have not eaten,

Eaten enough, of me bleeding, retreating beaten,

Beaten with my own dried out arms, hardened palms, calm,

Calm before the rain storm of the crumbling façade, alarm,

Alarm, alarm, something has gone wrong,

Wrong, the bomb’s defused but she’s still gone…

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