Love fondled me impetuously, with a thick hairy hand,
Slave to desires, Love’s undisciplined will had me,
Young I was,
Bad – I am dirty.
Took me away from everything before I could even understand,
Pulled me hard, pushed in deep, my naivety…gently,
Undone without even a buzz,
Sad – I am empty.
Love knew me well, trusted her I did…with all I had,
Awkward, coming of age…she watched me,
Through warped eyes,
Damn – I tempted.
Blame me guilty…filthy stench…everything was damp,
It was slow…blank…my body responded kindly,
Love’s kindness is lies,
I am – rejected?
Love’s friends held me down impolitely, it was…all planned,
Romance turned my head, Fantasy somewhere behind me,
They would later try to apologise,
I cramped – infected.
Laughter…smiles…grunts…tears in the sand,
At least some of us had…a good time…blindly,
Growing up in a single moment…time flies,
Slaughtered lambs – lamented.